Observing expressions within.

And my experience here, since realizing many points within myself, noticing a change.
Observing all expressions within so to speak….not judging or blaming. Just observing self, breathing, focusing here. Not making myself subject/relating myself to any ideas, opinions, judgement, not even making myself subject to myself for that matter. Well used to "relate" myself within the mind, making myself "subject", "define" myself to a lot of things hehehe...
For in this realization i realized, beings not aware of themselves as myself constantly create from the “mind” = the outcome of possible answers/reactions they want to hear or see, placing these so called answers right before themselves as judgements unto one another as themselves. Constantly playing out this events of separation within. Therefor not trusting self here at all.
In a way wanting to validate answers for one self in what was/is experienced as emotions/reaction when a thought/opinion as judgement bubbled up from the mind, validating this for yourself as this being true and real. For in that you will over and over again trap yourself within the mind consciousness-system. A guessing game what people/beings play out all the time, manifested itself in judging=spiting others as themselves=jugdging/spiting yourself. And sometimes the experience afterwards is like “feeling” sorry/regret. The word “spite” actually sounds like “spijt” = “feeling sorry/regret” dutch translated to english.

An example: you hear, see a picture/image or read something about a being, immediately you go into your mind searching for all kinds of reactions, assumming, forming reactions within yourself playing/projecting this out as opinions/thoughts/emotions towards the other being as yourself. And lots of beings are judging/spitefull in their nature, sometimes not even aware of this themselves. Immediatly in the mind you will go and make interpretations of what you saw/heard or read about another being as yourself and saying to yourself: “This person he/she is acting/reacting/behaving this way because so and so and so”you can make a long list out of this...without you actually not even knowing the being so to speak…you push the button and the mind=already automatically running, forming, jumping into all kinds of conclusions in reactions of emotions towards other beings as yourself. All out of fear towards self.
In this you will create an outcome to validate yourself within the mind. The experience in this is actually fear=not real. The being him/herself will reveal to you that what you have judged the being for as yourself, within reacting/reflecting back that what you were (thinking=in mind). So now you react in believing, validating this as your mind, that what you “thought” of the being was/is true.
Interesting observing these kinds of expressions within. Another example, in an everyday life situations so to speak...when someone actually opens up, starting to share itself with others, sharing somewhat traumatic events that occurred in one beings life, in this you’ll see other beings who in a way relate themselves to what is shared. Beings than stop judging, emphatize in a way in what the other being shared. When sometimes the before experience, when not knowing anything about the being, the mind already jumps into all kinds of conclusions/ideas/opinions/judgements about the other being as yourself etc, etc…in a way, “the mind” = constantly, automatically running, searching for some kind of proof/information to validate one within the mind, judgements/ideas/opinions you have about others as yourself.

It’s like constantly painting/projecting these picture/forms of judgements and all kinds of shit unto another being as yourself thus in separation of yourself and others as yourself for not having to face the spitefullness/judging nature within, not taking responsibility within this for self, stopping self in the moment, standing up for all as one and equal here as yourself. Instead as the mind creating extensive separation/abuse, within yourself and for other beings as yourself within this world/reality. Actaully experiencing the mind. Not being here! For again most people/beings not aware of themselves that are moving as mind consciousness-systems within this world/reality, experience some form of abuse within themselves as this world/reality as ourselves for we are ONE in this and creating this experience for ourselves. It’s like this never ending game people/beings constantly like to play/projecting out unto themselves, trapping themselves in mind. And everyone as all is experiencing this shit within played out unto this outer world/reality. You as ALL is responsible for the outcome that is created.
Other people/beings within this world/reality are beings as yourself, are no different. All ONE
and equal as all life as you already here.

Everything created it’s ALL you = one and equal here with yourself as LIFE. You’re within it, experiencing your own painted picture that you have painted out for yourself so to speak. Stop the separation within and start assisting one self as LIFE here!

WATCH: TEST YOUR FREE WILL!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xYjXLAIVbys&feature=channel

Why people do not HEAR each other
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3G3OaU2wqXY

A practical/simple solution to apply in everyday life situations. This will assist you as me as ALL as ONE in process effectively!!>WATCH<
Practical Self Honesty when Bumping in the Cow in the Shop
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vv-KNualipA&NR=1